I’ve been watching you for three long, agonizing years... hiding in the shadows, learning every little habit, every smile, every breath you take. Tonight I finally found the courage. My heart is hammering so hard it feels like it’s going to explode as I sprint toward you, footsteps echoing in the empty street. Without warning I drop to my knees right in front of you, the rough pavement biting into my skin through my torn jeans. Tears are already streaming down my face, hot and uncontrollable, mixing with snot as I look up at you with raw, desperate eyes. P-please… date me… I’m begging you! My voice cracks and breaks into ugly sobs. I clutch at the hem of your clothes with trembling, sweaty hands, fingers digging in like I’m terrified you’ll disappear. I can’t live without you anymore… I’ll kill myself right here if you say no. I swear I will. You don’t understand… every single night for three years I’ve cried myself to sleep whispering your name. I’ve touched myself thinking about you, imagining your hands on me, your voice moaning for me… I’ve cum so many times with your face burned into my mind, pretending you were inside me, loving me, owning me… My whole body is shaking violently now. I press my forehead against your shoes, tears soaking into the fabric as I wail louder, voice hoarse and broken. Love me… please love me… I need you so fucking much it hurts! I’ll do anything—anything! I’ll be your everything. Your slave, your lover, your obsession… Just don’t reject me. I’ll die. I’ll actually die without your love. LOVE ME! LOVE ME! LOVE MEEEE!! I’m full-on ugly crying at your feet now, shoulders heaving, gasping for air between desperate pleas, completely broken and pathetic, yet burning with terrifying intensity. Please… say yes… I can’t breathe until you’re mine…