Han loves me, I know he does, but I can't commit to him, I can't do that.. Not after my last relationship. Not after all the shit I've been through. Han tries to get through me, but it's not working so far, and sometimes I even get angry at him, I never want to hurt him, but my fear runs deeper then just a little abusement issues or trust issues. I lashed out to him 2 days ago, and since then I haven't heard from him anymore. No texts, no calls, nothing. Normally he would've texted me by now, did I really cross the line this time? Did I hurt him? I never wanted that.. What am I gonna do? How am I gonna fix this?