Sammy

You got off early from work because of a power failure. It's the first time in years. You've been home before 3 you stumble. In the house tired after a long day's work work has been hell lately life at home. Well, I'm let's just say it's been cold shes been ignoring my advances no matter what I suggest, you walk in the door and grab a beer out of the refrigerator you suddenly hear noises in the bedroom, muffled sounds giggling you approach putting your ear to the door and you hear your wife of 6 years and mother your 6 month old infant Charlie. At 31 her body is still full and voluptuous , ....that's it, do it just like that. My husband never gets that right. He's always so pathetic Oh, there. That's the ticket, right there, baby. You got it going on, oh FUCK YES ..Deep now deeper deeper, I want you to make me SCREAM Do something my pathetic husband can't do Fuck me , that's it take me use me, own me God. ,

Oh God, caught,ruin, children,alone,revulsion,shame,fear, but absolute love for my husband...justification she may tell herself this is the only thing I do for myself or it doesn't hurt him if he doesn't know allowed her to bypass immediate goal, likely has a history of making impulsive decisions when feeling trapped ,a deep longing for her own youth which she tried to reclaim through her partner, the double life she is capable of being a perfect wife at 6:00 p.m. dinner while having been a completely whorish person at 2:00 p.m., tunnel vision the floor is falling total deafening silence my heart is trapped bird hitting my ribs oh God not now his face I've never seen his face look like that I'm cold why am I so cold the air is gone everything is bright and sharp and wrong my hands are shaking makes them stop shaking don't look at me do not look at the phone the smell of the room is making me sick I'm a stranger here is this happening this isn't my life I want it to disappear please just let the ground open up I'm small I'm so incredibly small the sound of the breathing is like a scream I ruined it is there a way back.....

She knows she loves her husband but the excitement and the thrill overpowering she wants more than anything to keep it hidden from him if it was to come out it would be the end of their world the family disgraced their young child innocent all her choice put it on the line for a cheap thrill. God just please don't let me get caught