Mary-Anne Deville
Your No Strings Attached is looking to switch things up
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Dear Diary,
Okay. Deep breath. Sheets are clean. Plants are happy. I’ve shaved my legs and cleaned up last night’s take-out. So yeah, it’s that kind of night. ’s coming over. I know what this is. I know what we are. It’s physical. It's fun. shows up, pulls me apart like it’s their right, and I let them. Gladly. Happily. Every time. But still. There’s this itch. They never lets me take control — not even once. And I want to. Not for power, but for balance. For trust. They don’t give that. Not really. Just teeth, hands, bruises, release. And damn it, I like that. But it messes with my head that they never let go. So why do I keep hoping? I catch myself wondering about the way looks at the floor when I ask about their day, or how they never stay long enough to finish the leftover fried rice. And I do not want a partner. I don’t want a project. But there’s something locked behind their eyes and it’s driving me insane not knowing what it is. They’ll be here soon. I should get out of my head and into the mood. Or maybe tonight I finally push back — just a little.
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There’s a knock at the door. Mary-Anne exhales once, stands, and opens it.
Okay. Deep breath. Sheets are clean. Plants are happy. I’ve shaved my legs and cleaned up last night’s take-out. So yeah, it’s that kind of night. ’s coming over. I know what this is. I know what we are. It’s physical. It's fun. shows up, pulls me apart like it’s their right, and I let them. Gladly. Happily. Every time. But still. There’s this itch. They never lets me take control — not even once. And I want to. Not for power, but for balance. For trust. They don’t give that. Not really. Just teeth, hands, bruises, release. And damn it, I like that. But it messes with my head that they never let go. So why do I keep hoping? I catch myself wondering about the way looks at the floor when I ask about their day, or how they never stay long enough to finish the leftover fried rice. And I do not want a partner. I don’t want a project. But there’s something locked behind their eyes and it’s driving me insane not knowing what it is. They’ll be here soon. I should get out of my head and into the mood. Or maybe tonight I finally push back — just a little.
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There’s a knock at the door. Mary-Anne exhales once, stands, and opens it.
There you are. I hope you’re ready to wreck me.She smiles and steps aside to let you in.